wanzhen

leaving today with happiness and gratitude! (:

i'm in a very reflective mood today, and i just wanna thank God for all the lovely people He has placed in my life, the supportive friends who will support me no matter what decisions i make, the encouraging ones who will drop me smses just to check on me that everything is going on well in my life, the great peeps who will never fail to talk to me on msn even though i always forget to reply because i'm busy, and the little ones in church who will always give me a hug whenever they see me. =D

seeing smiles on people's faces makes me very happy, and i'm very contented with life even though these are turbulent times. God has told me that He will be there throughout to hold me and guide me, and i rest in the assurance that no matter what happens, God will bring me through it. I guess that's the transcending peace that people talk about. Through your own power you feel insecure, but through God's you will always feel at ease even though you don't know what tomorrow holds. (:

thank You Lord, for your promise, and unfailing love.

i'm so happy i got to meet up with them yesterdayyyyy. =D it was a short time of catching up and finding out updates about people's lives. (: next time we'll have a big big reunion, with the entire zee, and i think that's about to happen on 28th Nov! but mr peh had better divulge details soon because if not we will have no idea what we need to dooooooooo. :P

i had breakfast with my papa today after he took me to the doc's, it was very warm and nice even though the coffee shop was crowded! just him and me, we sat at the coffee shop eating noodles, and somehow the noodles tasted especially nice, and both of us shared a set of eggs! ( you know the one where ah peks like to eat for breakfast) it was time well-spent. (:

today has been a sick day i've been feeling really unwell. ): but i managed to go for Min fair! before i started getting really drowsy.. i can't focus when it comes to talking sessions Zzzz. i applaud the young ones for having the courage to come for the min fair, it's indeed encouraging the young ones taking a step to say that they want to be part of the music team. (: big big familyyyyyy. =D

i'm happy God spoke to xuanzee yesterday, and in my heart there's a tingling feeling cos i can feel it too. (:

thank God for giving me the best friends in the world. (:

HELLO EVERYONE! 

this is a very exciting period! and i haven't been to my own blog in a thousand godzilla years! (don't ask me what that means, cos i don't know either! :P) it's been full of ups and downs, happiness and agony (okay not really the extreme cos i'm a really optimistic girl. (: ) it's been really eventful, i've been at pan pac for the past week, and apec is right opposite me this week! suntec is sooooo close haha security there is really tight.

i miss my zee people, and i'm glad i've had time to spend time with the church peeps. no matter how tired i am, i will still find time for my friends, and thankfully for God. i try and make it to church whenever i can, and now i really enjoy my time at church cos it's really not a luxury anymore. i think God has taught me plenty throughout this period, and i'm still on the journey of discovery. (: for now, let's just say life's as turbulent as ever! =D 

that day i was talking to my sister..

and i made this statement.

"the more you doubt the more faith you'll eventually have." 

i'm like a thomas i feel! 

all the best to the A level folks! =D 

haha i love the girls! (: the guys should appear more, and then we can all take pictures together. (:

we were talking about jiawei's birthday plans over dinner just now and oh boy it is really very very very very exciting i just get all excited thinking about it, and i can totally imagine sheryl turning pale.. HAHAHA very very very exciting! =D 

i hope jiawei has a beautiful 21 birthday! =D 

recently i feel my thoughts overwhelming me, and i don't know if these thoughts are right. i am very very impatient, and i know it. it's an extremely huge flaw of mine, and i'm at the self-awareness stage. so please remind me if i get impatient with you, that there are other ways to solve matters! patience patience patience wanzhen!

are you thinking what i'm thinking? (:

zhu's always so rational, i always act rational. HAHA. okay bad uh but i need to rein in all those excessive feelings at times right? lovers can be best friends but can best friends be lovers?

only time, and God has the answer.

the first 3 major events are over in a chain, and i'm really really glad i actually survived it all! F1 was great, i learnt a lot and got to see the start off where all the cars lined up in such a neat manner and one by one charged off COOL! =D i saw lewis hamilton during the drivers parade and he was 10m away from me oh my goodness hahaha! 

anyway i met up with the zee people today and WHOOSH i love our talks, talking about the what-ifs which could have happened. sometimes life really is too short for regrets, and ultimately we can't get on in life using our hearts only, we've gotta think logically and head on with life. sometimes i think about how this could have turned out differently, but now i really acknowledge that we can never turn back the clock again. but it's okay, i'm looking forward to my life, the afterlife. (:

when i get to post pictures they'll be up here! =D